I have never felt so heartbroken before, and I'm the one that broke my own heartThose were the worst two weeks of my life, which led to me making a terrible decision. I don't know what started it, but once I picked up the bottle, I couldn't put it down. Every night was full of me having long talks that I don't even remember. I betrayed the one person I really loved.
I don't think I will forgive myself for a very long time
I can't.
You told me today you missed us in Richmond, but when I asked if you missed us together, all you could say was "we are both moving on".
I'm not moving on
I have tried, and every time I feel like I have met somebody I can be somewhat happy with
you cross my mind and I push the other person away
I hate how lonely I am in Richmond
I hate how I pushed every singly one of my friends away so I could be with you
I hate how I can't bring myself to drink slurpees because that's something you and I always did together ( me with a white straw and you with a green straw)
I hate how I can't listen to Muse anymore, because they sang our song
I hate how you don't return my text messages, especially when I ask you if you miss me at all
I wish this damn medicine would start working so I can attempt to go out and enjoy my life
1 comment:
best wishes fellow blogger. that is all that can and needs to be said.
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