I got four hail marys flying over my head

My hard work is paying off, even if it was hard to do
I wrote Dylan a long note to try to explain what went wrong and how I really felt about what we had, and lost
We decided it's best to take things slow, which is the best thing right now
I talked with his dad on the phone and also met with him to discuss my options for my treatment and I'm glad to start that
I'm still waiting for one thing though, and it's killing me
I've never prayed so hard before
Dylan is still scared that I'm going to hurt him again, especially when I return to Florida, but I lost him once because I was making terrible mistakes
I won't let it happen again
I don't want to lose the one I love for a second time

Good news
I got into the nursing program at Jacksonville University
I am still in shock, I wasn't expecting that at all
especially today!

I hope that tomorrow goes just as well
and the day after
and most importantly Thursday

please pray for me