blah.
dats all.

rawr

Rumor has it Jon and Kate are getting divorced....and it's completely clocking my life

I need to find a second job so this dream apartment, wherever it be will be definite in May

Mom told me she would buy me a pair of shoes today since all mine are falling apart, and I could not find any.....and I LOVE SHOES

real control

Before


After

I finally went through with it and bleached my hair blonde today. Erin and I were both pretty surprised how well my hair lifted. Its actually a lot more blonde then it appears in the photo, and its going to get lighter once my red fades and I start venturing out into the sun.
Along with the new do, got a bunch of new hair products as well which include
-Redken Real Control Shampoo
-Redken Real Control Conditioner
-Redken Color Control Conditioner
-Biosilk straightning balm
-Redken Blow drying Lotion
I swear, having a good friend as a hairdresser definitely has its' perks

I got punched in the face tonight for the first time ever....
by a mannequin
I'm never changing the clothes on one again

I want to be rich and I want to be famous

Phoenicia

Spring Break in New York was amazing, and if possible....I fell even more in love with Alex and the city
just a few words to sum up my week:
-China Town bus
-1st cab ride in NYC
-St Patrick's Day parade with Nick, Mr. Miller, Tara, and Dana
-Dana pissed on the subway
-met up with Annabel!!
-walked EVERYWHERE
-shopped with Nick
-NickandPascalegetfamous
-read 2 books
-saw a fight on the subway
-stayed in a cabin with Alex in upstate New York
-got pulled over and was searched

I really wish I never had to leave, but only 2 more months till Alex and I get my own place here
:)

lady fingers

I have this ring that I never wear, except for today I felt like wearing something pretty to work
First female customer I had asked if I was engaged because my ring was so nice, but I quickly explained it was just some crappy ring I've had laying around for a good while
She was convinced it was more then just crappy, but actually something of worth
After I got off work, I was curious to go to a jewelry store in the mall to get it checked out
I went into Finks and asked them to take a look and they said it was so dirty they couldnt even tell the color of the main stone
When the man came back, he told me my ring was going for 625 dollar
I completely lost my words at that moment
a ring, I had laying around, that I thought was nothing special
ends up....
20 real diamonds, and a real pink (forget the name) stone in the center

All night I've been thinking about how I can sell it and pay my first rent with the money or even better, buy all my bedroom furniture and then some with it
Some how though, I caught myself all through the night just admiring it and noticing how I like the way it looks on my finger

A part of me wants to sell it, but the other part is just so intrigued with its beauty

everthings' cool as long as I'm getting skinny

I wish I was born with thicker skin
then when people turn on me, I wouldnt be so dissapointed


I officially just dont give a shit about anybody anymore