fuck cancer

You were my first best friend in Virginia, and shortly we will lose you.
It baffles me how things like this can happen to such good people. Becca never deserved to come down with cancer. I always thought better her though, because she is such a fighter and so determined.
Today that changed though.
The doctors are stopping treatment and letting her "be comfortable from now on"
How can one be comfortable with death, especially a young 20 year old who is supposed to have years to live?

I honestly just don't know how to feel about anything anymore.
I'm losing my faith

floor plan to my heart

"look at me, I'm Jul1ee
classy, sassy, and now a blondie
wont go to bed till I have a clonopin
oh look I'm jeppin Julie"

to the tune of Sandra D
written by my room mate Caroline

I say 2 months
and I'll be institutionalized.