Saturday, January 31, 2009

yo, fuck Richmond

In the early afternoon yesterday, I was so convinced for the first time I had made the right decision in moving back to Richmond.
But goddamn, last night has changed that for good.
Caroline and I decided to go to a dance/house party on Main Street that apparently a few people we knew were at. It took me going through a designated checkpoint and 20 minutes trying to find a parking spot. We get to the house and walk around back to go inside. It seemed really nice but I didn't see any faces that I knew. Next thing I know, some dumb bitch was pushing me telling me I had to get out and leave.
First off, don't push me
Second, you could have asked me to nicely
Ends up it was some sororities closed party for a sisters 21st birthday. My bad, thought it was any other normal dance party.
After leaving that house and walking 5 blocks in the freezing cold to get to my car, Caroline and I figured we would go to a party on Monument.
That fell through as well.
Parking is so ridiculous downtown :[

Driving back to the West End, I realized that Richmond is just way too small for me and no room for me to fit in anywhere. I can' t stand the bike kids who only care about what others perceive them as.

I want to drop out of school and move to New York

Monday, January 26, 2009

and it's so real I can feel it

Now that I've been home now for over a month, I've begun to ask myself if it was worth leaving Florida.
There are some things that make the move worth it, one being just that little bit closer to Alex ( who's in New York) and friends that still reside in Virginia.
I really do miss being able to wake up next to Alex every morning, see him whenever I want through the day, and just be with him whenever I want though.
but distance does make the heart grow fonder